Hello, I'm Mariah Cavallari.

Seventeen, Sydney Australia, eating disorder.
Taken with instagram

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its meeeeeeee

its meeeeeeee

these-insecure-thoughts:

328. “I want to go back to being the sweet, naïve, and smart girl I used to be. But I think she was the one who died when I attempted suicide.” – Anonymous

these-insecure-thoughts:

328. “I want to go back to being the sweet, naïve, and smart girl I used to be. But I think she was the one who died when I attempted suicide.” – Anonymous

(via thatanorexicgirl)

waaa, crying.

i wanna go back home to tasmania, i miss my friends and my family. i miss how my mum used to be so chilled and everything used to be so easy, i hate the sydney life style, sure we have nice weather up here, but that isnt enough. i never used to be so angry or have this eating disorder that has crept upon me. i miss my ex bestfriend, i miss how close we used to be and that i was completely myself around her, i miss my childhood there, i feel like i dont belong here in sydney, everyone makes me feel like im just bothering them all the time and barely anyone is friendly, i miss babysitting my little cousins and spending family time with my nan who im so close with but not so much anymore because of this move,i wish we never moved here. ive tried to kill myself so many times living here, im not as close to my mum and i dont actually have anyfriends here and if i do/did they would live way to far from me. i used to want to be an actress so bad, but ever since i went to my old school i felt i wasnt good enough to do the one thing that kept me so sane. im not the person i used to be. everyone is a backstabber here, i hate everyone here. i just wanna go back home and be the happy girl i was. i miss being normal, i miss fitting in, i miss being myself.

amincer:

she is so strong. i wish i could be a fighter like her.

amincer:

she is so strong. i wish i could be a fighter like her.

(via fragileminded)

Blah

Wow my body has gotten so unbelievably fat.

You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.

Marilyn Manson (via burnsdown)

(Source: sadysticbathory, via emaciated-destruction)

skiin-and-bone:

thatanorexicgirl:

Starting early.

^ she could have a bug or something. you can’t go round saying everyone who throws up into a toilet is purging 

skiin-and-bone:

thatanorexicgirl:

Starting early.

^ she could have a bug or something. you can’t go round saying everyone who throws up into a toilet is purging 

(via 36-kgs)